life is short. but does that mean we got to rush thru it? man, there're so many things going on now. freeze frame. look back 2 years ago. EH! seems my life hasen't changed much. still busy. life's short. don't fill it with redundant shit.
.redundant shit.
what exactly is this brood of feaces? Things that are not eternal? I think i'll spend half my life trying to figure out what to do. Or is that the part of me that prefers to stay in darkness. God's word tells us to walk in the light. I guess I'm afraid of the light. But why should i be?? I know it is not by my works that I'm saved. It's by what Jesus did on the cross. But i'm so so fickle. so forgetful.
in James 1 it says tt God is the Father of the heavenly lights, and he does not change like shifting shadows. without God as an anchor, i realli can't imagine where fickle me would have drifted away to. i pray that all these lateral thoughts will help me see the vertical truth.
I've looked at the mirror, please God, help me NOT to walk away and "immediately forget what [I] look like".
Time's devoured nearly half the week. There're bunch of things to be done.
find a replacement for parti's thursday's session.
proposal for jamming room.
Wed: filming, call stef to sort things. class chalet!(wa, hope got mood to have fun) discuss om there.
Thurs: drama makeup on thurs morn 10am, survey, fieldwork (by fri), talk that i realli want to go to: Life, Has it lost it's focus.
Fri: exco workshop.
Sat: queenstown pri fair? youth EE at 9.
Oh God, are these broken cisterns? What satisfies me?
Is this how I prepare the way?
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